Well, i'll wait till you listen I wont say a word to follow your instincts just never worked for me your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card) and your noticing nothing again
Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said keep that in mind the way that it felt when the most I could do was to just blame myself
yeah, I'm playing that card when the most I could do was to just blame myself and I know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything) I know you didn't mean it (start it all over) I know you didn't mean it (remember more then youd like to forget)
So, we're talking forever and you almost feel better but, betters no excuse for tonight you see, it's never been enough to just leave or give up but, its never good enough to feel right
Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said it will all catch up eventually well, it caught up and honestly the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold but they were never yours they were never yours
Well I, know you know, everything I know you didnt mean it I know you didnt mean it